Reborn from the humid ashes..

I know not alot visit or even acknowledge the existence of my blog, but in the words of the great band "Queen" I am not here "for the fame, fortune and everything that goes"..
I have been in a state of.. how should i put this... "hibernation" i've been through so much, and have grown a thousand years inside, i started seeing a future, so hard to reach, yet i still carry on my journey.

I have met my only true love, and by only i do mean only, yet she falls for another who lives in Africa, who contacts her once every pink elephant migration, who claims he loves her, yet seems to not know the meaning of love. I'm usually not a judgemental type of person, but its because i know how much i love her, and know what i posses for her inside my heart mind and soul is as great as the whole universe itself, and could come second after Gods love to his creatures, thats how greatly i love her.

Whoever reads this, might say "oh this guy doesn't know crap about love and how it screws you over!" or "oh boy.. you're in for a huge surprise..".
Believe me, i do know about love, and how it could flip a perfectly sane person into a madman driven by his heartbreak.. I have been through six years of a twisted downward spiral of a relationship, gotten a taste of unfaithfullness, dishonesty, being a puppet and treated like an object, and if you're still wondering "is this a a guy or a girl?" nope.. i'm a man, a man who lost everything, yet found even more afterwards..

This is the first post of a never-ending story, i'll continue later on..