Aqua Phoenix

"A being of fire, created in the rule of water"

Saturday, February 17, 2007

To all you so called "friends"

February the 15th, my birthday, the day I truthfully never expected anything from anyone because I've been let down once too many times by my fucked up ex, parents and family, and last but not least my "friends". This year was different though, i had a feeling that i may get something, not a gift, but that feeling of having your "friends" all around you, just talking having fun making pranks telling stories, in short it was supposed to be almost perfect. Now the reason why I'm quoting the word friends all the time, is because most of them let me down, and i wont start naming them, because I am gonna face them and they will read this blog because i am gonna give them the link and they'r gonna read it to the last word. All of you, who ditched me, and thought that if you didnt show up to my birthday or even tried a nice gesture, even if it was a smiley or a message, and thought you'll make it up to me some other day, for such silly reasons as a "happy BITCHING friendship day" or because of the "outgoing" crowd at another place or simply because you thought that it may not mean anything to me, well, it does, and it does alot, if you really thought that I wouldn't realize that you didnt show up and that you're ditching me, then you're wrong, very wrong and you have just shown yourself to be an unworthy person, not worth being called friend, or even being called human, you're some kind of scum made out of clay and posses the same organs and characteristics of humans, but you're not at all, you're defiled and stained by this lifes fucked up wierdness, and all its "woohoos" and "lets party" and "am I blonde enough?" and "Do you think if its a full moon i'd interest you in talking about it?!" SCREW YOU!! ALL OF YOU WHO EXPECT TO STOMP ALL OVER ME AND EXPECT A NICE GUY IN RETURN, YOU'RE GETTING NOTHING BUT THE NEW FUCKED UP VERSION OF ME!! If you think you've seen the worse of me, then you're very wrong! Yes February the 15th is my birthday, a day that created this new person, a person you might call a monster, but truly is the outcome of your own actions and is more human than you'll ever be!

Friday, February 09, 2007


I owe this to mt good little friend Tareq who i iv known for less than a year now but seems like a very interesting individual and musical tastes are also cool, very trip-hoppish and IDM-ish too (this is for u Hiba) so if youd like to check out his blog, its on the side bar in the name of Randomness, enjoy :)

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Secret Images

I just saw this from my friend
Google Earth Awesome

Monday, February 05, 2007

Darbooka Boys!

Yesterday at almost 5pm, on Radio Monte Carlo, there was an interview with 2 of the most controversial and unorthodox upcoming artists, Azriel and Gabriel (Dark and light, Death and Life) the bands name is Boogie Balagan, made up of these two individuals, who lived in Palestine/Israel, or how they call it PalestIsrael, and currently live in Paris, France. These 2 have a new vision, for coexisting of religions, and yet their motivation comes from something most of us have enjoyed as children, the comic Asterix & Obelix, by the well known french illustrator Albert Uderzo and story writer René Goscinny . Azri/Gabri describe Palestine as Gaul in the spread of the Roman Empire, and how the Gauls represent civilians, and the Romans represent the opressing good for nothing governments of both Palestine and Israel.

Their Music in their words "When Psychadellic rock 'n roll meets cool middle eastren mediterranean vibes, it's the place where cultures are coming together to an unexpected rainbow..." (Azriel: ps9 - the Walloo book)
In my opinion, the rock, funny, talented and very creative, and i personally support them fully. Thank both Azri/Gabri for your kind words on the radio, and i heard the whole interview from the begining till its end, i wish them all the best of luck, and i'm lucky to have made friends of such status and caliber...
I really recommend buying their CD
Heres their website Boogie Website
And their Myspace profile Boogie Space
And to end it in their words:

Ride on, Ride on, with my guitara... Salam Salam, Abu Mustafa ;)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Jerry Garcia

One of the most unique and wacky artists i've ever stumbled upon, Jerry Garcia is one of the greatest people that i've read about and heard about. His signature "middle finger-less" right hand even impressed me more, i've always had something for the hand impression on anything, (bodyglove is also a favourite), this man/artist was the lead guitarist and frontman of Grateful Dead, that was one of the most influential bands at that time and truly contributed to our current Rock/Metal music that we listen to these days. I sadly knew about the guy a couple of weeks ago, and in this time related so much to him, he's a painter, and a guitar player! Only thing i don't relate to is his heroin smoking hehe. It's a shame he passed away 12 years ago, this guy really gave alot to music and his art was also interesting and colors relate so much to me :D

Anyway here's a link to the artists page, enjoy :)